U know,
its because i'm alone at home,
and no one is free to go out with me,
which aggravates that urge to see and embrace you.

I have been trying to keep myself busy,
playing battle tetris,
surfing facebook,
playing the piano without an aim,
spending 5 hours packing up my room.
and after writing this blog post,
hang cloths from the washing machine.

I am desperately finding things to do,
and doing things to the best,
just for one reason:
to pass the day.
It may look like i have accomplished alot,
but in the end i know,
its just a ploy to keep myself busy,
its just a ploy to keep myself from thinking about you.
because i know,
that i have to keep my promise,
even though i'm suffering,
so that you,
would come out of that suffering,
sure about yourself,
sure about us.
it is for the better.

i cant believe its just the third day,
and i'm even thinking about putting an end to this right now.
but chillax bro,
hold your horsey.
a man of his words,
a week will be a week. ( or issit the 2nd? )
this is a promise i have to keep.
for in future there will be more promises,
and i have to take responsibility for all of them.
this is a test of faith and endurance.

JIA YOU :D

-Now you SEE WHY?

Cos i'm CY.