21/02/2010

Today i got a job offer from singtel. They are offering me a 830 to 630 job. Which means i can cab down to clementi for lessons after work, which is not so bad afterall. But 30 mins to eat and cab down, enough not ah? Not enough also nvm just take it ! The most dapao and eat in the cab!

I also got a call from TP that my cert was ready for collection. So most slightly i'll be going back to TP on tuesday. Hopefully, i do get a glimpse of u.

Met up with Juli for dinner and we went to a japanese restaurant called megumi. Its at sunset bay, just 5 mins walk from her place. The place has very good ambience, but food's just average. i spent around 10-15 bux on a bowl of spicy ramen. Nothing very fantastic but quite tasty and helps to fill the stomach. We chatted and chatted. Talked about her life, talked about mine and exchange some pointers. Been awhile since i had a heart to heart talk with someone. Its been good, and finally i have a chance to hear from a neutral point of view.

After which , i randomly met up Edmund near his block. Rushed to get a cup of Eskimo, the usual: "Pudding Milk Tea". With a smile i had this sudden thought "finally no one here to snatch my chop! " but immediately after which, a sudden frown followed. god dammit. o well......

After getting my Eskimo, we sat down near the macs and started chilling. He talked about his life, work life, love life, sex life EVERYTHING LOL. and i talked abt mine too. And god i must admit, you changed alot Edmund. You became more decisive in stuff but, sometimes i disagree with your methods. But anyhow, i'll still be there to listen to u, scold u if i need to! And good luck to u know who! update me abt them again!

22/02/2010

I entered TP,

Hoping i could catch a glimpse of u.

But i didnt.

Walked into one stop centre, got my cert and went into the library.

Used your matric card id to log into the system and scan my certs.

Sent out an email, then walked out.

Hoping i could catch a glimpse of u.

Even if its studying with Elgin.

But i didnt.

While walking to Salad Bar,

I thought abt the times we had at Mensa,

Where we had sat before,

The people who were with us.

And i hoped that, you might be thinking of the same thing too,

Feeling emotional, and mayb went to Mensa to eat too.

I sad at our usual spot at Mensa.

Hoping i could catch a glimpse of u
But i didnt

People said once bitten twice shy.

I was gonna be giving up seeing u.

So i walked out of school after having lamb shoulders and mushroom soup.

It was 615.

I walked the overhead bridge,to the opposite bus stop.

Then i saw this girl, that looked like u.

She had black hair which was bobbed styled, like yours
And she was wearing a black top with letter prints, like yours

But she wore a blue 3/4 jeans, unlike yours.

A part of me wished that i had really saw u,

And i kept on looking,

Just to double, triple, quadruple confirm that

It was you.

" Move on Chang Yong! So what if it was her? Are you gonna walk over and say hi!?

Ignore it and walk on. At least you can pretend that you have "seen" her "

And it is only now,that i realized the true meaning of : " ignorance is bliss ", and why people choose to ignore.

For the record, this is the second day and i'm already feeling this way.

God ! someone save me.

I cant help myself from thinking this way.

I really miss you!

-now you SEE WHY?

cos i'm CY