couldnt wake up for media law tutorial today.. sure kena warning letter le.. think my first warning letter !! went to school at 3 or 4 like that.. slack in the lab by playing puzzle fighter again.. finally saw my group mate's progress.. one less worry off the line ... then after that went for otc meeting. glad to see so many familiar faces again. but lots of old gls didnt get in either.. dunno y..

after which walked back to it school.. on the way.. saw her.. and she saw me she straight away shun from me.. i was like huh?? well i did the same too though.. didnt know y i did that either.. well its gonna be a bit tough for me now..cos.. she appears in club room now! well i dunno y i'll juz avoid her and all.. but i sure hope that .. we'll be back to normal again.. i'm starting to feel better now and now that my anger has dessipate.. i think i'll be alright soon.. wahaha friday must be ok!! the all bubbly chang yong is back !!! very soon!! well i'm not so sure how's she gonna treat me next time but o well.. i think i'll start to take effort to be friends again.. if she doesnt want .. i also cant do anything.. well i have to be tactical abt that then.. in the first place.. it was me who started the hostility towards her and all.. so yea.. i should do something about it. well i know its gonna take some time b4 we turn back to being friends again. but i do hope that its gonna be real soon. after all, a friend is better then an enemy.

i'm sorry FUNS i couldnt be with you guys at mel's house. i'm facing my own problems too.. need not worry guys.. i'm feeling abit better now! And mel if you do read my blog.. hmm dun worry too much yea =) show them that you can do your assignment too and they wont scold or say u anymore!

finally i got my thinking straight and i realise how childish i can get when i'm angry.. i felt as if i was a sore loser.. but then it really helps to blog down all my feelings.. at least lesser ppl will be like madalene(i still spelt it wrong), becoming my direction of anger.

and thanks for those who have showed concern and all! though u'll nv get that old chang yong back. but it'll still be the same more or less =) it just only shows that i have grown abit more matured =P

and i thanks her for giving me those wonderful time and you have thought me to love for the first time and to give up at the same time. Well i do hope you find your Mr. Right and i'm sorry to have caused you SO SO much trouble. If you got into OTC =) that's fine ! hopefully our existence wont affect each others' performance.

I"M FEELING BETTER AND MOVING ON NOW!!

The thunderstorm is finally gone.

Of course i'm alive and kicking.

Who would have been so unlucky,

To be strike by lightning.

You have done no wrong,

Neither have i.

So god wont punish anyone,

Cos no one's to blame.

After the thunderstorm,

I see a the sun shine after the rain.

Though its not a rainbow,

At least its a brighter day.

Just like any other day,

My life continues

With joy and laughter feeling the air,

I walk on the road of life.

I'm glad i walked out of the crossroad,

With dried up tears from my eyes.

Though i had such a big cry,

I didnt leave my heart behind.

I reached another crossroad once again.

But this time with clearly labeled signs.

It was so obvious which to choose,

And so I chose the one with the "move on" sign.

I walked on the path with the "move on" sign

And i'm starting to like what i see.

Though sometimes i might turn and look back

But i defintely not jumping back to the dead sea.

I wont regret what i have done,

I wont fret about what is undone.

Just look forward to a brighter day,

Just like the sun shine after the rain.