its been a long time since i felt the need to blog.

i'm a practical person.
if i feel the need to do stuff, then i'll do it enthusiastically and swee swee for u.
if not its like a half hearted job done, this not done, that not done.

i know it sounds abit silly, but
i have never felt the real impulse to have a car or to stable my career.
All the while i would be like
" i want to get my car license very soon! "
or
" i want to do music for my career! "
but this were just mere dreams.
why do i say its DREAMS.
cos , its bascially all say but no action.

well i was doing abit of thinking the other day,
talking to my friend at his 21st dinner,
and actually met someone nice somewhere.
it actually triggered to me that

" hey! i'm going to be 21 years old soon! and 1 year more to end of my NS. isnt it time to plan for my education, like at least be able to answer stuff like, where are you going to be studying, how much are the fees."

getting a license is equally important i guess now.
esp when i'm going to travel to cck and marsiling so often.
and its also sorta a sign of stability and convenience.
you know when u are able to send your love onces and friends around in a car.
the feeling is great!

the contradictions of my social and private character is so different.
in my social life, i'm a happy go lucky guy, trying to make a smile on everyone's face.
but privately, i'm just be a serious guy, who is clueless abt everything but finding a way to carve out his own future.

(WHY SO SERIOUS BLOG POST??!! )

-now you SEE WHY?
cos i'm CY