i realized something yesterday.
and i really thank u guys cos i really learnt alot.

i'm stubborn. YES very ego-istic and stubborn.
always having my own thinking,
even if the majority aint thinking the same way as i am.

i was really in a stub.
i was like "You know you have to do this, but why aint you doing it"
and the often excuse that comes out: " Lazy " and immediately i shut off.

i gotta get that lazy habit away.

i have witness how everyone is improving,
except for me,
just being so ever lazy and not achieving anything in my life.


WELL, i gotta find that goal in life.
that meaning in life.
and YES i know what to do now.
but then again, that stubborness and laziness kicks in.


but anyway i'm sorry to be so stubborn and thank u for all your efforts.


seee if it makes sense to u : Religion is a psycho-therapy.