Well, this few weeks have been rather hard to deal with.
I finally resigned from my job. now, money's flows a problem.
Guess i gotta start being a professional son and take money from my dad again.
But still a burden down, NO MORE IRRITATING WORK.

But still, i hadnt had the mood to really do anything recently.
I guess i've been really down.
The only things that cheered me up were the smiles i get from my friends,
and the occasional smiles i get from u.
its kinda weird, but i must say I am actally able to survive on smiles.

In the end, i've been watching dramas. i actually finished 2 dramas in a week!
But i actually learned a few things from it.
And thanks to it, I came to realize.
What's the point of emoing there and bringing the mood down.
Why not, think positively each day and be happy,
its encouraging to the people around you too.
And when they are happy, naturally , you will feel happy too!

But still to the affairs of the heart, its seriously troublesome and irritating.
Well i'm glad i learnt music.
When there is no one you can talk to abt your feelings, you can hum it out!
So here's my attempt =)

"
when i wake up in the morning
you'r always on my mind,
ITS YOU ITS YOU! that's always on my mine.

there are boring times
when i really have nothing else to do
still ITS YOU ITS YOU! your's still on my mine

but there are times when i wake up
worrying about you all the time
its frustrating how i cant get you,
cause you aint mine girl yet.
i'll work doubly hard now.
just to see the bright smile on your face!

its you, its you! that's always on my mind!
its you, its you! that's always on my mind!

its you, its you! that's always on my mind!
i cant help thinking about anybody except u!
"