AHHHH i'm dying! seriously dying!!

i so wanna tell everyone how i really feel!!
but, i cant say it out.
cos i'm so well aware that if i were to,
things are gonna take a 360degrees turn for the worst.

i'm a person who will say whats on my mind.
but right now,
one sentence gonna make a big difference.
one sentence gonna make the make a different impression.

its too big of a sacrifice for me to make.

well i cant say that i'm fully satisfied with the way things are now,
honestly i didn't expect it to turn this way.
but i think that's the best of it now already.

well I GIVE UP =X

A j u m b l e d UP mind