MOOD: emo-mo-mo

There's something that's been on my mind for quite some time, bugging me in and out. Finally it has reached a point whereby i cant stand it and turn to blogging it down..

Well friends come and go.. but i have never ever expected that a big group of friends will suddenly just be so cold.. its really as if we are strangers. Well face it.. that's reality. Most people look at you just base on the surface. And when they hear a comment about someone they tend to agree with it, without wondering why did he did that or understanding that person. Yes, that's what i came to a conclusion about why they treated me so cold. Though still, it might be other reasons that i cant think of.

Well if there was a way, i would wanna turn it back and do anything that i could do, so that everyone will still be friends.

But i still i cant accept people who makes harsh remarks about you without even understanding you, or rather i'm just too childish infront of everyone and my thinking's immature. But watever it is, ITS REALITY.

but its been a very long time since i'm being bugged by something..and for the very first time "SIGH!!!!!". Its always me listening to others and providing a solution to them, but o well, everyone isnt problem-free.. and that includes me.

now.. i freaking dunno what to do man. the only thing for me to do is accept that they dislike me, and err lets see.. be the way i should be?

hopefully, the answer will fall on me someday...

hopefully...

though, i have learnt to cherish friendship even more.

its not how many friends you have that matters but, how good are you to your friends.

-now you SEE WHY?
cos i'm CY.