i'm sitting here
w8ing for something weird
not an answer but a question

what would it be?
will it be something good?
or something bad =(

but i sensing something heartbreaking..
hopefully my senses dun tell me right,
though it always do.

there is nothing i can do right not but,
ponder upon the worst situation.
only to be ready for the question,
that might be so hard breaking,
that i cant take it.

i wanna cry so much now,
but i'm holding back my tears,
for fear that others might see and ask.
i have always maintain that strong image of mine
though, deep inside myself, i'm fragile.

i'm telling myself now that i'm thinking too much,
and i really hope that the call later will prove me so.
i cant stand this waiting time now.
later seems forever.

though i'm wishing that that phone call will nv come,
for it would be too saddening.
but still, i hope it will come sooner,
so that i wont be left hanging,
and wondering what is happening.

so now the call is on the way,
i'll see it ringing soon,
what will happen will happen anyway,
i just gotta accept it and move on if i have to.

~waiting for a girl's friend call
sadly.

now you SEE WHY
cos i'm CY