National day was OKAY..At least I didn’t spend it at home HAHAHA.

Its been awhile since I saw INTSC and became a part of them. Well but certainly, INTSC has changed. The main coms are different, the new batch of sub coms are different and even the friends I had inside there has changed. But, the treatment they gave me is just so different. It’s as if we are strangers like that. Mayb it’s just that I havnt been with them for quite some time and as a result, they don’t know me anymore, or izzit just my plain paranoid-ness that I have been used to the treatment of SU and tend to set my expectation too high for them?

Well during my year 2 days, I heard comments like "Chang Yong, you gimme the impression that you are those SU type, got the SU SEI. " Then I was like, "I’m not even a SU sub-com lei. But I’m an INTSC sub-com. HAHA "

Most of the ppl who I "hanged around" during my year 2 days in INTSC subcom like dunno me anymore. Yeah they still said HI to me and all but then, the feeling is just different lah. There’s a difference between "hi."(and walks away) and "HELLO CHANG YONG!!!" It all just suddenly makes be believe that, I’m not part of INTSC anymore.

On the other hand, the ppl who didn’t know me so well were the ppl who provided comfort for me. Ppl like pranee and (oh damn, I forgot your name) pranee’s friend, they were like," eh wanna go kbox not!?!? Wah lao go la go la" and they were talking to me the whole time. And simple stuffs like Diana poking me and all can actually mean a lot, sounds wrong, but what I meant is, just simple actions makes my day.

Well I’m looking forward to the INTSC sub com team bonding camp in September. Hopefully its not gonna be a disappointment, and I get to make more friends and sooner or later be able to "FIT IN" into INTSC.

Truthfully, though I didn’t really like the way INTSC was ran all this time, but I’m still quite attached to INTSC. Just like SU, I wanna give back what INTSC has done for me the past few years and there are great ppl in there that I cherish and will miss.

MOOD: emo-momo

Oh and one thing that Andrea told me that I found damn true, something like "Normally when stuffs that you dun like happens, you wont care about it. But unknowingly, you’ll just turn all quiet. When ppl ask you what happened, you’ll answer "Nth, just tired." But actually, the incident is just at the back of your mind, it’s just being put aside. And when someone asks you abt it, you will just blab everything out." Those were not her exact words but just merely my rephrased and impression of what she said. Though she was talking abt Angie, but then, I found it freaking TRUE and it applies to me.

OMG no more SIP!!!

-now you SEE WHY

cos i'm CY