There SHE GOES!
There SHE GOES AGAIN.
Racing through my brain!
And i just cant contain~~


that's what actually happening today lol.
wherever i go. i'll juz hope i see her lol!

I'm CRAZY!! but it was fun.

i bought a pair of jeans 70 bux
and a t-shirt 25 from far east.

spent the whole day walking around far east and bugis.

storekeeper at Z(the store name) puts mascara and has white stuff on her eyelashes(not cum). This was our conversation.

"I wan this"

"Okay."

And she walks into the store room. i thought she was taking a plastic bag out to put my jeans in. but she took out an AW BIANG bag(like haversack, can carry one) and put my jeans in. I WAS STUN. then she signal me to put my hands around the bag so that i can carry it like a haversack. and i did.

my friend said

"Chang Yong. You look cute."sacarstically

"You look cool wearing it"

i laughed and said " HAHAHA, so funny!"

Then i took out the bag and started to hold it like a plastic bag. Then i walked out of the shop. Its like its obviously so aw biang and she still said i'm cool wearing it. Its either she got NO TASTE or she's just trying to be funny.

Now i'm left with shoe and a shirt. I'm looking for a white shirty with alternate silver linings. Saw it at far east plaza. BUT NO STOCK. who ever sees it please tell me where can i buy it.

Monday will be project frenzy week. So stop all dramas(unless i am eating or i am rendering). Until friday then i'll be relaxed =(

i love this feeling of having a crush on someone,
thinking of you at anytime of the day,
without having any strings attached.

it makes me excited and happy,
to the extend i get a smile on my face.
but at the same time,
fear grows for i might fall for her.

i thought to myself,
how is her personailty like?
i should get to know her,
and shoud i go out with her?

but sad memories of the past flashes by,
and fear of something similar happening overwhelms me.
that fear of not being a good boyfriend,
that fear of being lost in love and not being able to be myself.

but still i'm happy,
isnt it funny?
for the first time in my life,
it was "love" at first sight.
yeah,i might be childish
but i love the way it is.

i have never had this kind of feelings before
that excited and happy feeling,
just by thinking of her.
mayb its love?

but the irony is ,
i dun have an intention of persuing a relationship.
mayb i'm tired or it?
or mayb i'm afraid?
WHO KNOWS?

-some thoughts running through this HAPPY boy.

i dun even have her number/ email LOL.